How do you fight loneliness?

Today, luckily I was able to withdraw from the world, but only a little. Or perhaps to say that I was able to withdraw from a timetable is a better way of putting it. Thankfully no work today meant I had a bit more of a buffer time to get myself put together. I had another momentary crying crisis this afternoon - this is concerning... very concerning. I don't understand it.

While at the gym, a terrible advert I saw, reminded me that I need to find things to giggle at. That God-awful corny advert for Magnum Gold ice cream, is kind of a take-off of Mr & Mrs Smith - and Benicio Del Toro has the lead role. Firstly, what the fuck is Benicio Del Toro doing, starring in a TV commercial for ice cream? And a bad one at that? Why Benicio, why? All I can say is that I hope the job paid really well, well enough to compensate for the worlds loss of respect for you as an actor. yyyowch! Somebody please give Benicio a real job!? I'm embarrassed on his behalf.

In other news, Benchpress me NOW Boy made a late appearance at the gym today. Today, I needed some cheering up, so I promptly made my way to the seated leg press so that I could spy him a little while he was on the rower. I wasn't too obvious, as there were a few people around and I didn't want to seem like a complete perve! He's still lovely, and I still want to be embraced by those big, powerful arms. Oh Benchpress me NOW Boy - will you just say something to me!?

And wisdom from Wilco, how do you fight loneliness? just smile all the time...

and the first thing that you want,
will be the last thing you ever need...

Got it.

SB xx