His name escaped from my mouth today, as I was trying to recall someone elses name. Some naughty little angel planted him in my mind and on my lips, and embedded him in my heart too long ago. And when this was done, something was taken from me - something unnamed and unseen and I want it back so that it can fill the large void that now exists.
So now what, I can't even trust the words that come out of my mouth? Boy, that's dangerous. Perhaps distance is the only cure?
Why am I being made to hurt so much? How come everyone else gets to be content and I don't even have control over my conscious thoughts?
I'm done, I'm going to read a crappy women's magazine to really bring the mood up. That should really make me feel like a worthy human being.
SB xx
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