I've been a little freaked out lately. I've been having these weird moments of maybe clarity, or maybe paranoia - where I feel a sense that something is impending - something perhaps not good, or maybe it's just because it's weirding me out that I feel it's 'bad'. These moments, feel familiar and I don't know, vivid - the feeling you get when you're aware you're in the middle of a dream, but yet you have no control over it.
My great grandma used to have a 'touch' of something - I'm not sure what you'd call it - on account of her not talking a whole lot of English, I'm not even sure what she called it. Intuition perhaps? Am I coming into my own? Do I have the Nonna powers? Or am I just being silly?
Maybe I should try just going with the feelings and not worry about them so much. I have been following my gut instincts for the past week or so and it feels right to do so. I never used to be this way. Maybe I feel a little doomed because there's been so much crap and bad news around lately, and I'm sort of expecting the shit to hit the fan, I don't know.
Weirdness from camp StrangeBird....
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