I had some strange dreams last night - nice, but strange. It felt as if all night I was being fed little bits and pieces of people and places. One part was particularly nice - I was being romantically pursued by not one, but two fellas - and it felt wonderful. Oh my God - I must get a life!
Amongst that, I was visited by someone I haven't seen in a very long time - he was wonderful and he made me laugh and I felt alive. I felt like I was the only person in the world that mattered - like the only person he could see. It felt - amazing. I don't have any other words.
And then of course, I woke up. I began to wonder if I would know these feelings in waking life. I hope so.
They say it's highly unusual for people to dream in colour - most people are supposed to dream in black and white. I'm fairly sure I dream in colour - wonder what that means?
I was supposed to be going to a work dinner this weekend - but then, I figured it might be nice to have some distance, not only from work talk, work think, and the people from work - but of course, from my work (ex-)crush. I don't need to go out socially that badly, that I would put myself in a place where I don't want to be, just for the sake of saying I went somewhere. I'm not going to do that anymore. If I had to sit at the dinner table with ex-crush boy and his 'bad apple' I may very well upchuck my dinner, and now that'd just be a waste of perfectly good food and money.
I promise that when my life gets more interesting, so will this blog. If anyone actually ever reads this.
SB xx
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