But I have been struggling. As I so often do, I have taken this non-contact rather personally, a hint that there are any number of things 'wrong' with me. And then all those old thoughts, that I'll be alone, forever. Forever, forever....
It's only in the mistake that I have learnt I need to let go. Let go of my expectations, let go of my fears and put them away. Otherwise, things (opportunities, people) bust through my secure door and leave rather promptly out the nearest window. But it's hard, it is so hard after being closed up for so very long - I think I'm rusted in this defensive position.
"Sometimes your only available transportation is a leap of faith" - Margaret Shepard
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