I want to talk about all the things that annoy me, and all the ways in which this happens - but I realise this stuff consumes me too much. Maybe I take things too seriously, maybe I just care too much. I don't know how to reconcile self preservation with self worth - because I want to care about my job, I want to enjoy where I am and what I'm doing, but I also don't want it to be the thing that makes a poor mold of me.
At the moment, I fear I am beginning to manifest this face:
When really, I want to be: happy driving my car...
happy washing my face...
happy on the phone...
happy brushing my teeth.
Happy, all the time! Except maybe not when washing my face - it just doesn't seem right.
Hmmm... I don't think it's a coincidence that all these "happy" photos are stock photos that require payment for use. Plenty of free grumpy ones though.