there's a feeling in your bones

Children Collides song, "Loveless". Dedicated to John.  It's ok, because I think I finally get it. In this equation, I am Peggy and he is Donald Draper, and that is the way it's always going to be. And that is ok.

when your time has come and gone
when your final race is won
when the flowers kiss the trees
when the king is on his knees
when your eyes don't speak the truth
and denial is your muse
when your life follows a plan,
your convenience is banned

you're loveless, it's okay you've planned it well
you will be happy to know that I've moved on as well

when a lion has it's teeth,
and the sword rest in its sheath
when the liar plays the fool and the fool makes every rule

you're loveless, it's okay you've planned it well
you will be happy to know that I've moved on as well

you're loveless, it's okay you've planned it well
it's seem less, I already know you well

when you're alone with every one,
know a place to call the sun
there's a feeling in your bones,
you just might end up alone

when you're just so self assured,
now you're rotting at the core
when you're challenged by the truth,
find some friends who lie to you

you're loveless, it's okay you've planned it well...

SB xx