I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.
- Frida Kahlo
I am so, so lonely tonight. There is no tune in my vast collection to set this feeling to. I search - Feist, Megan Washington, Laura Marling, Alanis Morissette - Christ no, Fleetwood, Gotye, Beyonce. No, no, no, no.
I wanted to test myself tonight, thought I could handle a dose of reality - some distant facebook research. Turns out, not so harmless. Turns out, I'm not so ready. Fucking facebook.
Best be off to read some self-help book; or rather somebody-else-help-me-because-I-can't-help-myself, book.
SB xx
2 comments:
I'm here.
Email me on facey :)
We can be heartbroken and weird together because, guess what? It beats the hell out of doing it alone.
And I'm lonely a lot. Like, a lot. So lets be lonely together.
xx
Actually...email me on hotmail and tell me about it on facey, and then I'll go check it and respond.
Because I self-harm on facebook too. And it's not cool, and I'm limiting my exposure as much as possible. Because facebook can be SO damaging.
x
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