Distance

Todays song was a late bloomer, but a good one. From The Temper Trap, Love Lost.

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
Our love was lost
And hope was gone

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
And if you flash your heart
I won't deny it
I promise

Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up
Too high to climb

I know it's hard
But I can still hear it beating
So if you flash your heart
I won't mistreat it
I promise

I realised today, I'm going to be fine. This crush stuff, with 'John' - is done. There is an opportunity for a weeks distance from him and it will be good I think. I realise I can't have him, maybe I don't even want him, I just wanted what I invented in my head. It seems to always be my downfall. Moving forward is the only way to go from here.

There was change in the air today - a new and fierce wind, and I think it's bringing redemption with it. Life, please deliver me a pleasant surprise.

SB xx