shoe full of snot, heart full of wine

Today's song is from Angus and Julia Stone: 'Heart Full of Wine'

Saw the washing on the line
As I lay on the floor
With a heart full of wine
With nothing left to pour
To pour

Silver moon feeling high
Through the window beneath the door
Her eyes are so kind
With nothing left to pour

You stepped into these days...

And you went your way...

Not feeling overly happy today. It's another Saturday night that I'm spending doing nothing, although I'm not sure if that's what bothers me, or if it's just the thought that it should bother me that bothers me? No, what troubles me at the moment, I think, is that I'm lonely. Someone planted a seed, about me being single and needing a man, and I suddenly feel very open and exposed...and lonely. And I must admit, I'm jealous of the people out there that have someone to call theirs. I don't think I'm a bad person, I just don't know why I'm alone? I can't think about this anymore, otherwise I think I'm going to cry and I just don't want to cry right now.

So, not only are my shoes full of snot, but my heart is indeed heavy with wine (whatever that means... I guess it makes about as much sense as having snot filled shoes).

I got nothing but self pity and sadness tonight folks and that's not going to make for interesting reading, so I'm going to leave it there.

SB xx

I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left.