Today was a bit rough. I think maybe I extended myself lastnight and have no words left to write. It's actually really challenging to write about myself and my day, without being specific. A long time ago, I thought about starting an online journal, but was so deathly afraid of getting sprung by 'someone' that I never did it. But now, older, wiser and thanks to a 150mg daily dose of effexor - I couldn't really give a shit! I mean, yeah, I do a little... but not so much anymore...
So, highlight of the day - seeing a dear old lady that I've had daily contact with for a couple of weeks - she grabbed my hand and thanked me for everything I had done for her. It was lovely; a shiny sparkling moment in an otherwise shit of a day. You forget just how much your actions can effect the people you come into contact with from day to day - it's corny, but also easy to understand how it is that a smile can be infectious - and sometimes so can a frown, and a bad attitude. I need to remember that more...
So, it's the weekend tomorrow - but we'll see how much of it belongs to me.
Something to end off my bad day and bad mood.
A list of things that shit me (in no particular order):
1. people who can't drive properly on roundabouts
2. people who are manipulative
3. people who forget they left high school 10 years ago
4. the fact life isn't fair
5. humid weather and it's particular effects on my hair
6. capsicums
... and there's more, but suddenly I can't recall them.
Bye for now. SB
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